Sunday night....and i'm hanging in here.......

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Sunday night...and i'm hanging in here..... Current mood: melancholy Category: Life hi all..... it sure has been a long weekend..... i want to start by saying thanks to all of you for your messages, comments, prayers, support, and love..... without you all it would be so much harder to get through this... i also want to thank baby's daddy for getting back to me.....thanks it means more to me than you know....and it reconfirms to me what a special person you are.... so it has been a really trying weekend....and this journey is not over for me yet..... i have my appointment tomorrow morning with a genetic specialist.....so i will not likely get any answers....only more information.....that will probably be really hard to hear..... i am trying not to worry....but it is impossible not to think about..... i already have one little angel in heaven waiting for me....i made it through that.....and i will make it through this too....i know...... i am really nervous right now.....and it will be weeks before i get any real concrete news....so bear with me.... i love you all.....words cannot express how much....